Well, here I go again looking at the door.
I know I’ve been down this road before.
Like the glass of water question posed
Is the door half open or half closed?
I have said most of what I have to say.
True, there’s always more another day.
But the words grow weary and unfulfilled.
The blog is stagnant, not what it was billed.
Write it and they will come is what I heard,
A premise I’ve found artificial and absurd.
Yet I’ve kept it going, though slowed its pace.
It’s not the elixir it was when I joined the race.
So what to do with it is what I’m wondering.
Taking a sabbatical may be worth pondering.
Or I could just walk away, actually call it quits?
Cut it outright or fade it out in little bits.
I just don’t know; I have such mixed emotion.
I never anticipated it causing me such commotion.
If I end it, should I take the time to say goodbye?
I don’t want some swan song sung if I let it die.
Maybe this is just some kind of passing phase
I’ll get over it, just give me a few more days.
I hate going through all this yin and yanging,
But for now I’ll just have to leave things hanging.